1. Sipon-less breathing (pardon the graphic detail, but it feels great!)
2. Quaker Oats Cookies
3. Energy!
4. Counting down to August 31 :)
5. Counting down til the end of the first trimester!!! (goodbye sluggish self!)
6. Sesame Street
7. Kermitty Frog Notebook
8. Traffic moving along EDSA
9. Bubblegum scented elevators
10. Appetite
11. Appetite for life
12. Moms :)
13. Sky passing the entrance exam!!
14. Sleep
15. The ability to get back to sleep
16. 5 minutes before being late.
17. Exciting creative briefs
18. Thinking about eating cheese omelettes and not wanting to throw up
19. Suha
20. Buko Juice
21. Cravings and knowing where and how to get 'em
22. Bo's Feasts at the PICC
23. Regi
25. Bigggg support system
26. A loving family
27. Thoughts of Kayla, Simba and Kali...and the other dogs in Arayat
28. Imagination.
29. Looking forward to a happy, healthy, normal, absolutely wonderful Baby Boy/Girl :)
30. lurve.
Thursday, January 27, 2011
Tuesday, January 11, 2011
In a few months, hello.
Ever the planner, I hate uncertainties.
Who doesn't?
But every morning, I tell God, "Lord, I lift up to you all of my worries. And I thank you for this wonderful blessing."
Last night was the first night I slept without waking up at an ungodly hour contemplating on whether to go to the bathroom to pee, throw up or do nothing.
I told my mom, I have a renewed appreciation for mothers, now having a preview of what they had to go through just to...just to...cross-over and be somebody who used to have to worry about herself, to putting someone so tiny before her own needs.
In a few days, we'll see each other. But you'll be on an ultrasound screen, as babycenter.com said, you'll probably be the size of a lentil; but your Tatay and I will already get to hear your heartbeat.
I thought I'm not the mushy-mommy type, but just thinking about seeing you on Thursday gets me all teary-eyed. Baduy, I know. But I can't imagine how overwhelming seeing you in approximately 8 months will be.
Yes, I have fears. I dare not speak of them. That's why I've offered them all to Him who knows what's best for you, and me and your Tatay (who still can't decide if he'll be papa/daddy/tatay). But please don't feel bad that nanay's afraid. I'm just trying to adjust from being a selfish individual to a would-be mom. Bear with me, please?
And though it may not be too obvious at this point, as my consciousness usually travels between work and fending-off the gassy/acidic/sleepy/can't-quite-figure-out-what-to-eat feelings, please know that I love you. I haven't even met you yet, but I know I love you.
p.s.
"Sunny days, sweeping the clouds away... :)"
Luv,
Nanay
Who doesn't?
But every morning, I tell God, "Lord, I lift up to you all of my worries. And I thank you for this wonderful blessing."
Last night was the first night I slept without waking up at an ungodly hour contemplating on whether to go to the bathroom to pee, throw up or do nothing.
I told my mom, I have a renewed appreciation for mothers, now having a preview of what they had to go through just to...just to...cross-over and be somebody who used to have to worry about herself, to putting someone so tiny before her own needs.
In a few days, we'll see each other. But you'll be on an ultrasound screen, as babycenter.com said, you'll probably be the size of a lentil; but your Tatay and I will already get to hear your heartbeat.
I thought I'm not the mushy-mommy type, but just thinking about seeing you on Thursday gets me all teary-eyed. Baduy, I know. But I can't imagine how overwhelming seeing you in approximately 8 months will be.
Yes, I have fears. I dare not speak of them. That's why I've offered them all to Him who knows what's best for you, and me and your Tatay (who still can't decide if he'll be papa/daddy/tatay). But please don't feel bad that nanay's afraid. I'm just trying to adjust from being a selfish individual to a would-be mom. Bear with me, please?
And though it may not be too obvious at this point, as my consciousness usually travels between work and fending-off the gassy/acidic/sleepy/can't-quite-figure-out-what-to-eat feelings, please know that I love you. I haven't even met you yet, but I know I love you.
p.s.
"Sunny days, sweeping the clouds away... :)"
Luv,
Nanay
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